More Campervan Cruising

Things got a little weird yesterday. Other than a two-hour long mission back to Forster town to find internet access so I could maybe get my assignment completed on time, I didn’t do much driving. School has always come easy, a love of learning and a perfectionist personality combine to make studying fun. Still, you’ve gotta put the time in. The day before on deadline to complete a silly assignment, one step closer to earning an MBA in Marketing, I had searched for an internet café, but being Sunday, the only one I could find was closed. No luck. Oh well, I don’t have to get 100% on every assignment, right? Right.

Back to the weirdness, I was staying at a killer campground called Bulls Paddock (special thanks to Rebecca Woods for the excellent recommendation). The campground was essentially an open grass field lined and dotted with big soothing shade trees, no power hookups which deterred the big caravan campers, and no numbered camping spaces. Just show up, drop $20 in the box, and pick your piece of grass. There were only about five other campers and all spread out. I have been continually surprised by the quality of the amenities at these campgrounds. Free hot showers (no $.25 per ten minute silliness like at Jalama or San Mateo) and perfectly clean bathrooms. I’m definitely used to roughing it with no shower and a bush toilet, but I am certainly not going to complain about feeling clean. It even had a killer 6 km hike that started from the campground, looped up along a cliff, around a headland and back via the lake (see photos in previous blog post). The beach out front was long with squeaky white sand and turquoise clear water, completely empty except for a few fishermen.


A very friendly Kookaburra

The first day there were a few little waves to ride if you were desperate, which I wasn’t, so after a quick swim I went hiking instead. Yesterday by the time I returned from my internet mission the forecasted swell had started to show just a little bit. With the sand only a few meters from my camping spot, it was a quick sprint into the warm water. There were 3 guys out already which I was happy about since I hadn’t been speaking to many people and considering all the shark stories taking place in Australia, I was glad to not be out there alone. Unfortunately, before I had even worked out what the wave was doing, they all went in! Sorry for me but even sorrier for them as it seemed to be getting better. There were super tight powerful wedge peaks that produced a steep sudden drop and then mushed out, but as the tide seemed to be dropping, two nearby peaks started connecting. You could take the drop, do a turn and then pump into the next section and backdoor that peak for a quick little tube. There was no one within earshot, so I self-hooted every wave! I kept looking back to the beach to see if there was anyone there. “Did anyone see that?” Just the seagulls, and they didn’t seem very interested.

The water was boardshort warm and so clear you could see every scattered rock and random piece of seaweed on the white sandy bottom. At least I figured the sharks would not be able to confuse me for their usual prey, and I could see them coming, and have a last split second to pray to whatever god seemed like the right one when the pressure was on, before being eaten. I had enough time alone in the lineup between waves to consider the dream I had a few nights before in which I was slowly being swallowed by a shark and not even fighting it, after reading The Wild Within by Paul Rezendes where he talks about every living creature being one. He happens upon a snake with a bullfrog half in his mouth and decides not to intervene to save the bullfrog as it is in the process of “becoming the snake”. I didn’t fight because I was quite content to become the shark.

Still, it was strange that there was no one else along the whole beach as far as I could see. In California or so many other places in the world there would be someone if not a horde of someones all fighting like animals for the exact same thing. And here I am all alone finally, and almost wishing there were someone else with me. It didn’t take long for my wish to be granted. I looked back to see about a dozen surf school students walking down with 8’ long boogie boards over their heads or dragged in the sand behind them. The instructor arranged them in a circle on the sand and started going through the drill of miming the routine of lay down, paddle, pop-up. The wind had come up as well, so I called it a session and returned to the sanctity of my campsite.


This morning the wind was howling and immediately upon opening the sliding door of my campervan, I could feel a different energy in the air. The swell had finally arrived. I made coffee quickly, packed up and started driving further South to another destination recommended by Rebecca, Seal Rocks.

Seal Rocks
My surf guidebook describes it as a mellow right point break with an inside tube on big swells. It was onshore with three guys out and looking very mushy. I kept going around the headland to check Treachery. The name sounded interesting, but I found a big-water mushy left breaking far out. It was offshore and clean but absolutely no one around.

Treachery

What do you do? Surf an offshore paddle-mission left by yourself or go back to the friendly looking onshore right? I’ll tell you what you do. You go back to the right, realize the 3 guys out there do not know how to surf and you can actually take off a lot closer to the rocks allowing at least a couple turns before it turns into mushburger city. Then you feel bad about back-paddling the kooks and taking every good set wave, so after only 20 minutes you decide to go in and keep driving. On the way in, you spot the closed-out shorebreak down the beach that is almost a little bit of a left and definitely hollow and decide to give that a try. After getting chucked over the falls on your first three attempts, the beating wakes you up and you decide to stay out until you get a good one, which happens on your next wave, an unbelievably clear tube that affords you a quick view before throwing you on your back in the sand and creasing the underside of your board right above the fins. Damn! Might as well try to break it at this point, but the tide is coming up and it’s getting more make-able and you actually come out of one and the next one lets you do turns and now there are a couple of guys joining you, friendly Spaniards from San Sebastian, young chiropractors studying in Sydney but taking a few weeks off to travel up the coast in a Wicked van. After surfing, they insist you stay for a breakfast of bacon and cheese, then bust out their massage table and give you an impromptu adjustment.

You might even stay for another session and an evening glass of wine with them but you’re traveling in opposite directions. So you say goodbye and head on to Newcastle.

Ah, Newcastle, the first familiar place since leaving Byron Bay. One month last year I spent a year here, or so it felt. I checked my email in the exact same backpackers in which Skippy, Laurina, and I spent a very awkward nearly two weeks sharing a bunkbed for three. The experience ended one friendship but cemented another. Driving through town, stopping at the same café to have the same mango, passionfruit smoothie with pesto chicken sandwich, all the memories of the triangular girl drama in which I played too much of a starring role came right back.

http://www.youtube.com/v/0BWQ66S67lg
Slideshow from that trip last year

I remember it as the trip where I decided I really didn’t want to do the tour anymore. Now checking the flat surf at Merewether beach, the location of last year’s Midori Pro, those memories come back as well. It was big, stormy, and incredibly messy. I had advanced already to the second or maybe third round and was in a heat against friends. The waves were so bad that with five minutes to go, I was in third place needing a 3. My friend the silly little South African, Tammy Lee Smith was in 4th, but only needed a 1 point something and our other friend, Jessi, was in second, playing defense. I was closer in placing, but Tammy needed a lower score since she only had one wave, so Jessi went and paddled circles around her to keep her from getting a second score. I took off on a few closeouts that I couldn’t even get a turn in and as the minutes ticked away, the situation was the same. I sat there, thinking how silly it all was. The next heat was paddling out, more friends. I don’t remember exactly who it was, maybe Nicola Atherton and Kim Mayer, and for sure Rebecca. I just remember thinking how fun it was that we were all out there together and how cute they looked in their jerseys, and how annoying it was that we were putting our friendships aside to try to beat eachother in the most disgusting waves ever. I said something to that effect to Rebecca and with a minute to go in my heat, she looked at me like I was crazy, asked me what I needed and then said, “shut up and get a freakin three!” But I was over it. The hooter sounded and I rode in and announced that I would do a few more contests, but for the most part, I was done.

I’ve second-guessed that decision. I almost entered the contests on this trip, but didn’t and sitting here, I’m glad. Still, the girls are my friends and they are right now preparing to compete in the second event of the year, a 4 star at Soldiers Beach, just about an hour south of here. It’s rare that I am only an hour’s drive away from hanging out with the silliest girls in the world, and even though I’m really enjoying the solitude, I can’t resist the opportunity to laugh with them for a night.

Off I go…

The same international crew as before: Sarah, Marina, Amandine, Me, plus the cutest little South African, Tammy Lee Smith

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Camper Cruising

“Live with intention.
Walk to the edge.
Listen hard.
Practice wellness.
Play with abandon.
Laugh.
Choose with no regret.
Continue to learn.
Appreciate your friends.
Do what you love.
Live as if this is all there is.”



My sweet van has fuzzy pink handcuffs dangling from the rearview mirror. A good reminder of the shackles left behind. Soft and fuzzy, but still restricting…

The bed

the back view

I do not leave home without a Sector 9 skate!

Driving view…

Driving along in my Sopranos van, left hand stick shifting on the “wrong” side of the road, I look out over the calm highway at the expanse of green surrounding me and feel giddiness bubbling up into a smile not to be erased anytime soon. All the responsibility of the last so many months to family, friends, boyfriend, photo shoots, contests is left in the dust as the dashboard kilometer ticker spins.

Yeah, my friends are hilarious, but it’s time for some time alone!

Sure I’ll meet up with those things once again, but right now the sense of freedom and adventure is so dangerously euphoric to my addiction prone personality that I’m a bit worried about losing any impetus whatsoever to return home.

One campervan, one chair…

…one happy camper

Coffee!

This morning marks day four. Four days wandering alone down the beautiful coast of Eastern Australia. It’s been one long candy necklace of perfectly sweet moments in which I fully realize that at this all-important “now”, I’d prefer to be absolutely nowhere else in the world. (I may have used that line one too many times, then again, isn’t that the goal? Enjoying right here right now completely? Maybe I’m just better at that than most.)

Sure the mozzies are a bit annoying. It’s warm out but I’ve got arms and legs covered, hands and feet sprayed with all natural lemon and eucalyptus insect repellant that works as well as the plastic-melting deet found in the usual toxic concoctions. Still, the mozzies are quiet. Yesterday my cell phone was out of service, preventing the pressures of home from seeping into this tranquility, and when I returned to the main road from Crescent Head, I kept it off. Ahh. The sound of solitude.

Sandy dry grass beneath adventurous toes
White rocky plain and shadow fallen cliff
Topped with trees a rustlin’,
Wind a dustin’ off the cobwebs,
And inspiration rushes in.
The steady sound of nature roaring to spite the din
Of the drone of a thousand hands reaching
Now left behind
Allowing me retreat within

I tasted the first bite of candy in the first few Kms on the road. Still focused on the novel feel of left hand on the stick and keeping that right tire parallel to the center line, I fiddled with the radio dial and nearly lost control with surprise as the familiar America-accented sounds of NPR came through the speakers. “What? How good is this?” The Australian news channel was broadcasting NPR’s coverage of the US presidential primary race. I could hardly believe my ears. (Go Obama!) I felt at home and simultaneously very much away, and the feeling was intoxicating.


I came across this skatepark one morning and had to go for it!

An effervescent feeling’s rising,
And sunshine’s closing in.
There’s a smile that warms completely,
Beneath this devilish grin.
Certain evidence to be used by those insisting
That solitude pleasures are a sin.

This morning, I packed up my van, said goodbye to the sweet lady running the Delicate Nobby Camping Ground and her group of hand-fed kangaroos.

The surf out front on the South side of the Crescent Head point was one foot and onshore. Good driving conditions, so instead of turning left and back to town down the long dirt road from which I entered, I nosed my van to the right instead. Let’s see where this dirt road goes, I thought. Who knows, it might re-join the highway?

The wide sandy colored dirt was washboard smooth. It ran along the ocean for a bit then round up a hill and into a forest of thin trees. Back down around a bend and the road started to narrow and become less smooth. The first few big bumps sent my van shuddering and I took off my seatbelt to avoid the choke. Hands at ten and two, I swerved back and forth avoiding the bigger bumps or taking them on at an angle. Big mud puddles developed, forcing me to hug the tree-lined edges of the “road” and more and more I was sure this was not going to link up with the highway. Still, I had gone too far to turn back and wondered where I would end up. Eventually, I saw a Jeep coming towards me and my hopes flickered that there would be an outlet, until the dust from the Jeep cleared and all that was before me was thick sand.

I did an about-face and started heading back the way I’d just come from. I wasn’t disappointed at all. In fact, I was excited. Now there was no need to spend even that little bit of mental energy on wondering where the road was leading. I could now completely enjoy the obstacles of bump and puddle, all the way back to the highway.

Smooth black pavement stretching
Two lanes through plains of grass
Left hand controlling shifting
From this right here
To that long since passed
And now my thoughts are circling
Round how might I make this feeling last?


The list of life suggestions at the top I found in a book I picked up along the way. Some Day: Inside the Dream Tour and Mick Fanning’s 2007 World Championship Win by Will Swanton. It’s the best book on professional surfing I’ve ever read. The writing style gets a little repetitive but overall it is entertaining, informative, and insightful. It looks at the 5 best surfers in the world and examines how Mick was able to top them all last year. Somewhere in the first few chapters, the author lists those suggestions for life. I agree with all of them and have made an effort to live just like that. The only one I truly struggle with is choosing with no regret. Everyone needs something to work on. And because I feel they are so important, here they are again:

Live with intention.
Walk to the edge.
Listen hard.
Practice wellness.
Play with abandon.
Laugh.
Choose with no regret.
Continue to learn.
Appreciate your friends.
Do what you love.
Live as if this is all there is.


I’m quite impressed with the quality of the camera built into my computer!

Time to get back on the road…

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Australia 2008 – Contest Craziness

I showed up in Coolangatta, Australia on Febuary 22nd. After a rocky two months at home, intermittently happily soaking in the feel of familiar sand through 2mm thick rubber booties, and wishing I was anywhere else, I finally found myself off the plane and onto my next adventure; five weeks (minimum) in Australia!


Internet cafe self-portrait

The first 12 days were reserved for work. Ok, so I know my job is pretty good. Being the super surf fan that I am, I enjoyed every minute spent on the hard packed sand lining the Gold Coast’s premiere surf spot, Snapper Rocks. The absolute best male and female surfers on the planet were battling for ratings points at the opening event of the 2008 season. World Champs lost to 15 year old wildcards and the greatest surfer of all time, right in front of my eyes. All day long for 8 days I sat there entranced by the action, debating my opinion of the judges’ scoring with random spectators, photographers, and friends. I was enthralled and entertained. I even got to interview friends and heroes about their performances (the work part), and my fantasy surfer team outperformed all 29 other teams in the “Let it Ride” clubhouse populated by Body Glove employees and friends. The connection to the contest was strong and enjoyed.

Of course, I did also get to enjoy my own surfing (the day job). Unfortunately however, the Gold Coast is incredibly crowded. Everybody surfs and most surf really well. Combine a talented and thick local crowd with the assorted ripping media, team support, up-and-comers, and random hangers-on connected with the ASP World Tour of surfing and you have a recipe for the most frustrating sessions of all time.


Coffee coffee coffee!

I made it a habit to wake up at 4:30am, drink coffee and psyche up to music, then run out the door with an apple, pear, or nectarine in hand to eat while walking the two blocks to Snapper every morning. Against the backdrop of a slowly lightening dawn, I would quickly decide whether or not Snapper looked big enough to be fun, and then either paddle out or continue the run up the hill overlooking the beachbreak peaks of Duranbah. In the water by the 5:15am I enjoyed at most 20 minutes of un-checked wave feasting, worriedly glancing back towards the beach to see a steady stream of others running towards my crumbling sanctuary. By 6:00am it was over and I started looking to get a good wave in, which would often take another half hour to achieve.


My apartment on the Gold Coast

I went to bed early most nights in order to be sure to be up around 4. I did go out to celebrate Sophia Mulanovich winning the Roxy Pro.




Sophia and her boyfriend Scott, playing the pokies

I also went on a silly surf mission with the girls on a contest lay day. 4 of us crammed ourselves and our boards into a small car and did a nearly 2 hour loop, checking a few surf spots and ending up back at the house for red wine and Poisson Cru.


Surf check mission with the girls

My friend Amandine from France who is still nursing a bad knee from an injury in Hawaii in November is an incredible cook. She makes the best crepes ever, as well as the Tahitian version of Ceviche (raw tuna cooked in lime juice with coconut milk) which literally translates to “raw fish” from the French “poisson cru”.

Amandine, making dinner


On a contest off day, I went for a run and discovered these rocks. Perfect for climbing and jumping across

When the contest finally finished on the second to last day of the waiting period, I was incredibly excited. My cute comfortable apartment rental was over and with nearly two weeks until the waiting period for the second WCT event begins, I decided to rent a campervan and trip around solo for a while. A friend suggested that rather than do circles somewhere nearby it might be a good idea just to drive down to Melbourne (near the CT event), a 24 hour drive. While it is all about the journey, it is also nice to have some destination in mind. After seeing numerous comically painted vans throughout Australia on previous visits I knew exactly where I would get mine.

Wicked Vans always have some sort of interesting paint job!

I stashed my boardbag and luggage where Amandine was staying and caught a bus to a train to Brisbane to the Wicked Camper Van rental depot.


On a train

12 days, one-way to Melbourne please. Thanks very much!

My wicked van!


Stoked to be out of the circus atmosphere of Coolangatta, I showed up at Sarah and Rebecca’s house in Ballina for a couple nights relaxing with friends.


The next morning Sarah, Bec, Amandine, Marina and I piled into the car to go check out the local surf options. I had just finished a strong cup of coffee and compared to the crowds of Coolangatta, everywhere we checked looked epic. I was pointing and hooting at every green clean empty peak.


When we pulled up to this spot, called Angels, there was no way I was getting back in the car to go check somewhere else.


My favorite type of waves in the world – uncrowded, peaky, hollow beachbreak with friends!


Still injured, Amandine volunteered to swim out with the waterhousing and try to snap some pics. This self-portrait says it all. Gorgeous smile!


Amandine actually scored some sick pics. Check out Rebecca Woods, ripping!



Me, cutting it back in front of a friend


We came across another friend in the water, Jaime Wheatley


This is a relatively new addition to the group. Super cool Brazilian, Marina.


Marina rips too!



Sarah Beardmore is the glue that holds the group together. The social motivator, she is friends with everyone on tour and is always entertaining.


I think she was annoyed that I kept ending up in a better spot when the good lefts came in, so she moved down the beach and then couldn’t resist burning Marina. All in good fun!


I was on the inside paddling back out when Sarah went for this one. A split second after the photo was taken, she got lip launched and chucked out into the flats. It was the best thing I had seen all day, and I was losing it laughing underwater. She came up laughing as well, telling stories of how many flips she did underwater and bouncing off the sand. At that point, there was no place in the world I would have rather been than surfing with my friends.


Amandine, self portrait


I have heard of the mystical town of Nimbin for years. It was rumored to be the “Amsterdam of Australia”. My friends Jessi and Laurina even sent me a postcard from there a couple years ago that is still hanging on my fridge at home. It seems that every one of my friends has been there except me, so I insisted that we pay Nimbin a visit so I could finally see for myself.


The drive was long and beautiful. Green hills and valleys parted by a long smooth stretch of two-lane highway. We spent quite a while behind this vehicle and I was so stoked to see the young hippie couple driving it, cuddling in the front seat, as we passed them. Such a sweet car and couch combo.


Unfortunately, by the time we actually got to Nimbin, it was 5pm and most of the shops were quickly closing.


Marina and Sarah


I treasure my international group of friends. One Californian, one Brazilian, a British girl living in Australia, and a Frenchy that spends at least equal amounts of time in Tahiti. Independent, wandering women, looking for adventure and a few fun waves.


We passed the giant prawn of Endless Summer fame and Amandine hopped up on top of the car for a photo.


In this crowded, fast-paced world, it is soothing to see that solitude exists. The country side was sprinkled with the most appetizing farmhouses surrounded by open space.

More to come as I make my way down the coast…

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The Bearback Challenge

I remember thinking, “so this is what it would feel like to die of hypothermia.” I was surprised that I didn’t actually feel cold. I expected something along the lines of a full-body ice cream headache, a sudden crippling all-over pain as every blood vessel in the skin contracted and my entire body begged me to “get out of the freezing cold water, you idiot!” Strangely though, it felt more like burning.

Unusual thoughts were popping up along with the strange sensation. I visualized the Ralph Wiggum character from the Simpsons episode that alludes to the Lord of the Flies novel by William Golding. Faced with the need to survive on a deserted island after someone ate all the food, Ralph stuffs his face with strange berries and when asked how they taste, he replies, “they taste like burning!” Ok, so I wasn’t tasting anything, but the cold seemed to be having an effect on my brain as well. Who’s idea was this anyway?

All non-surf photos by Jeff Browning

I remember hearing the boys talk about last year’s Bearback Challenge. It certainly sounded crazy to me. Who wants to spend 20 minutes without a wetsuit in the frigid waters of a February morning in Southern California? I laughed at them. Silly boys always trying to be so macho. “Yup, hypothermia is really cool,” I thought sarcastically.

When I received the text message alerting me to the fact that the second annual event was to be held the following morning, I deleted it, thinking, “there’s no way I’m participating in that!” But, after a big cup of strong coffee and noticing that the morning sun was strong and warmish, I figured I might as well head down to Hermosa to watch. I even grabbed a pair of boardshorts and a bikini top, just in case.


Pre-event psyche up

Really, I wasn’t planning on competing. I’m not that crazy, and I get cold easily. I’m the type that loses feeling in my toes after an hour, even while wearing booties and a 4/3. But, somehow I got carried away in the excitement and before I had time to fully consider the implications of my decision I was signed up for the second heat. At least, the others in my heat, Alex Gray and Matt Walls, were both similarly lacking in extra body fat. Knowing that they would be out there freezing with me somehow made it all seem OK, not unlike taking big cleanup sets on the head with a friend nearby.


Heat two lineup

It was all fun and games until we had to get in the water. I was shivering and numb just standing on the beach, the sun having ducked behind the clouds just in time for our heat to paddle out. We ran down there and started yelping in unison upon feeling the first splash of cold water hitting bare skin. My senses screamed so loud my vocal chords had to join in, then they both went haywire. By the time I had duck-dove enough times to make it to the outside, I was having trouble speaking and my skin actually felt hot. I tried to keep moving, paddling back and forth. I scored a decent left but was hardly even excited about it, and didn’t surf it very well.


All surf photos by Mike Balzer

I even got a right, threw the board up at the lip, blindly, and was somehow able to come down and ride out of it.
As usual, Alex was ripping. I’ve always known that the kid rips. He’s been impressing me in the water ever since he was 11 years old. I’ve come to expect it. But knowing how I felt and that he must be feeling the same, watching him absolutely going off took my respect of his surfing to a whole new level, or it would anyways as soon as I thawed out enough to consider it.

You may notice in the following photo an unusual choice of surfwear. It was announced that nudity or costumes would earn more points and despite the fact that Alex has the skill to easily win the event without any extra credit, he also happens to be quite entertaining, as well as particularly fond of being naked.

Yes, that is an elephant, and no, right now he doesn’t happen to be happy to see you. When asked where he got his costume he replied, “some girl gave it to me in high school.”
All I can say is, “Alex, you’re the greatest!”

I ran in, completely frozen, to ring the bell signifying the fact that the self-imposed torture session was over. I don’t even look cold, right?

And just to prove that we weren’t alone in our mental instability, check out the number of entrants in heat 4, half of whom had already spent an hour or so surfing in the comfort of their wetsuits, only to run in, peel off the rubber, and enthusiastically charge back out for more.

It took longer than expected to regain feeling in my limbs. Alex let out a big sneeze and said, “well, i’ve already got a cold!” I shivered on the beach for another hour, dancing around, stepping from side to side, anything to get the blood flowing and try to raise my core temperature. Despite the pain, it was surprisingly fun. One more piece of evidence to convince those who already consider surfers to be “not quite right”.


In the red beanie, Bearback Challenge co-founder, Jimmy Young

With his top score a 14 (out of a possible 10), Alex Gray easily won this year’s Bearback Challenge. Here co-founder Jeff Browning awards the trophy to the new champion.

So, who’s in for next year? Mark your calendars and start bulking up on body fat, the Saturday of Super Bowl weekend, it’s on!

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Home

Everywhere I go I try to soak in the feeling of the place. I want to talk to the people, feel the sand, notice the difference in smell between an offshore wind and an onshore breeze, taste the food, drink the beer, soak in the saltwater, walk the walk, mimic the pronunciation of the local slang, and figure out which café serves the best coffee. All the senses work together to compile a picture of a place that can be remembered later like a song that instantly brings back a complete package of memory and emotion. I’ve collected quite a few of those.

I have my favorite coffee shop in Hossegor, in Durban, on the North Shore, in Western Australia. I remember the smell of being upriver in wild Gabon and surfing with naked locals in Sao Tome. I savored fried noodles with bits of charred onion in Bali, straight out of the ocean sashimi in the mentawais, and the hottest thai food ever in the Andaman sea. I am sometimes accused of having an almost Australian accent and I can pronounce “South Africa” like a local. I know what to look for when searching for a whale shark and where to find a few good hikes in Brazil.

When you travel so much, home becomes a trip as well. Sure, it is familiar. I know the names of most of the people I run into. I’ve already found the best coffee (French Roast from Trader Joe’s with organic sugar and heavy whipping cream made at home), which item to order at every restaurant in town (grilled chicken and papaya salad at The Riviera, carne asada burrito wet at Casa Pulido, and an adobada burrito with habanero salsa at Amigos, breakfast burrito with sausage and bacon at Phanny’s and Classic Burger), and exactly which surf spot to check first depending on the wind, tide, and morning buoy reading. I usually run down to the beach in my wetsuit, then run back home and into the shower to take it off. I walk to the bank, Trader Joe’s, a handful of Mexican food restaurants, Subway, Kinko’s, and even the post office. It’s comfortable, it’s convenient, it’s home.

Since I’ve been neglecting it so much over the last few months and the fact that for the first time in quite a while, this month’s calendar page is completely empty as far as international travel goes, I figured it was time to pay homage to the place I call home. That is, until a couple weeks go by and my travel addiction resurfaces… For now, I’m content to let my skateboard suffice as my primary method of travel. It’s good to be home in Redondo Beach, CA.


This is where i’m sitting right now


The view from the couch


Looking out the window to see what the wind is doing. In this case, not much.


Heading down to check the surf


If it looked like this a little more often, I might be less tempted to leave! This and the next two photos: Bill Watt


I’m addicted to Sector 9 skateboards



Sequence: Dave Hall

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Diving with a Whale Shark!

Pro surfer, Alex Gray, pro wakeboarder Jeff McKee, and myself, hanging out on the boat in La Paz, Mexico. photo: Justin Lewis

We were told it would look like a bus, an underwater bus steaming ahead at an average speed of a little over three mph. Moments following the sputtering radio announcement that our sea plane had spotted the creature, we sped over the tepid waters of the Sea of Cortez at top speed, overflowing with anticipation.



Jeff McKee, throwing the bunny ears.

Upon first spying the dorsal fin poking through the surface, I hastily threw on fins, mask, and snorkel, and dove overboard with an awkward splash. Unfortunately, the “bus” was already traveling away, and while the projected speed previously seemed doable, it was more than I could do to catch up. I peeked my masked eyes above the surface line to gauge my progress, only to see three divers flop off the boat more than 20ft away, the dorsal fin just ahead of them. Putting my head down, I swam with all my might, arms and fins fully engaged, slowly gaining. But just as the turbulence from their fins came into view, the creature sped off and out of reach for all of us. Frustrated, I pulled myself back into the boat.


Looking for critters. photo: Justin Lewis

The boat circled with a crewmember perched on the bow looking for that fin and telltale shadow. I watched him carefully, and when he suddenly pointed with outstretched arm, I wasted no time in diving in once more. We were only a few dozen yards from shore and the water was cloudy with a high mixture of sand. I swam eagerly through the silt as the murky shadow slowly gained form. My first attempt had revealed only the fleeting sight of a powerful tail, but as I approached this time, the entire outline came into view. It was as if suddenly a veil had been lifted and the whole animal, covered in a beautiful pattern of white spots immediately filled the frame of my perspective. I paused, mesmerized. It took a moment to process the sight of a 20ft long whale shark in all its spotted glory, lingering just a few kicks away.


All photos unless otherwise noted: Justin Lewis

The “bus” had stopped for us. For the next two hours, we admired it. We respected it. We reveled in it. Not wanting to waste any time with too much gear, unsure of how long the creature would allow us to play, I free dove, bouncing between the surface and just below. Surprisingly to me, he was sunning himself only a few feet from the waterline, making for easy viewing.

I swam alongside of him, eye to eye.

I drifted back towards the tail to appreciate the extent of the massive body and powerful swimming capabilities.

I took a deep breath to dive underneath, swimming belly to belly, and look up at the silhouetted outline from below. Eventually, the excitement, kicking, and frequent dives had my breath running a little thin and I couldn’t stay on his level as long as I wanted.


PADI’s Kristin Valette and I

Alex Gray. We would later joke that the whale shark had never seen so many “shakas” before and is not likely to ever see that many again!

Reluctantly taking my eyes off of the most amazing creature with which I’ve ever had the chance to interact, I kicked back towards the boat to trade in my snorkel for regulator and more bottom time.

Originally the boat driver had warned us that the bubbles produced from exhaling on scuba would scare the shark away. On the contrary, this one seemed to be attracted to the bubbles.



Whether the boat captain was wrong or the simple fact of the curiosity of youth (this whale shark was only 20ft long, coming from a species that regularly grows to 40ft in length) prompted him to swerve towards our bubbles rather than away. Maybe it was only my own hubris, but he seemed to actually enjoy our presence.


In the occasional instance that he did divert from his orbit, swimming in front of him while kicking with fins towards his gaping mouth seemed to have a calming effect.


Kristin Valette, taming the beast. photo: Greg Browning

He gulped up the propelled water, apparently happy to participate in lazy feeding. Rather that having to work to keep up with him as expected, I had to focus on not bumping into him while posing for the cameras.

After a plethora of photo opportunities, I set back into the simple rhythm of admiration. The previous day we had attempted to swim with a pod of dolphins, jumping in off the boat repeatedly, hoping they would continue to swim towards us only to hear them squeaking directions to each other to dart the other way. We did have the chance to commune with a colony of seals.


Seal and sardine photos: Greg Browning

They dove off the rocks and performed impressive spins and swirls right before our eyes in incredibly clear water.





Alex, enjoying the sardines. photo: Greg Browning

Still the seal antics did nothing to rival the awe-inspiring sight of the gracefulness of such a large animal. Even after an hour, I couldn’t take my eyes off him. At one point, he appeared to simply stop and float, repeatedly opening and closing his wide mouth. I found myself peering into the huge plankton-sucking cavern. Tentatively, I stuck my hand near the opening and it was immediately sucked inward. The reflexes kicked in and I pulled it back immediately letting out a big burst of bubbles from laughter.

Eventually, I decided to head back to the boat for a break to take some time to digest the awesome experience. I was floating in the water between our two boats, relaying my tale to those still dry when a friend warned me the shark was approaching. I looked back to see the broad head coming straight at me and quickly moved out of the way, just in time. Turning to watch his departure, straight through the middle of the six-foot gap between boats, I was inadvertently struck by the strong tail as he passed. I took it as a friendly gesture, a pat on the back from a new friend. His way of saying, “see ya later, alligator.” Internally, I replied, “after a while, whale shark!”

That afternoon, we piled into a truck for the two-hour trek to the Pacific Coast of the Baja Peninsula. A NW swell was running and it was time to trade in the dive gear for the more familiar activity of surfing.

The waves were fun and it certainly felt good to be propelled by the power of the ocean once again after a weeklong break.


Body Glove marketing director, Scott Daley rips!


Wakeboarder, Jeff McKee is pretty solid on a surfboard as well!

Alex Gray looks as good on land as he does in the water!

Still, my mind was elsewhere. Every fin in the distance and every murky shadow that caught my eye from below the surface was a reminder of the variety of life lurking below. Usually while surfing, I prefer to ignore the existence of sharks in the ocean, but after having actually met one and spent some quality time, my perspective has changed. If only they were all so friendly!


We also did some wreck diving

Thank you to PADI and Body Glove for such an amazing experience!
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Mutual Understanding In the Indian Ocean

My boyfriend Ryan is not a pro surfer. He’s a mechanical engineer, designing helicopters for Robinson Helicopter Company in Torrance, CA. He does surf of course, but since he spends 40+ hours a week locked down behind a computer screen, he doesn’t get in the water as much as he would like. At our local beach he is known as the “surf camel”. Like the desert animal of his namesake, he stores up water time in excess of 6 hours per session if the waves are halfway decent, which gets him through the week-long droughts. Often the first guy in the water on a Saturday morning, I’ll paddle out to join him around seven, surf an hour or two, jog home for a shower and breakfast, head out again around ten, surf another session, return home for a rinse and a snack, then skate back down to the beach around noon to find him still in the water. If I were not a surfer myself, I think it would drive me mad.

Ryan, pulling in at Uluwatu

Ryan actually claims to “hate pro surfers and everything connected to them”. You might find that strange considering the fact that he’s been dating me for the past four years. When presented with the accusation of hypocrisy he wryly replies that he is “fighting the power from the inside”. He shapes his own surfboards in the shaping room he constructed in our garage, and while he happily wears Body Glove wetsuits and Sector 9 t-shirts, steals my fins and leashes, he refuses to purchase any product from a surf company. He complains about the daily onslaught of over-amped surf team members from at least seven high schools that make a mess of what would be an otherwise calm morning line-up and prevent him from enjoying a peaceful pre-work surf. He constantly grumbles about the hyped swell forecasts on surfline.com, and boycotts all surf camps. All of the above are staple elements of my life as a pro surfer however, while I haven’t been converted completely, I certainly have been swayed.

On a trip to Barra last year he showed up with one buddy to find solid 4ft waves completely overtaken by no less than 20 under 20-year-olds accompanied by multiple cameras and coaches all battling each other for set waves on which they would take off, attempt a massive aerial maneuver, more often than not, not make it, then rush back to the inside position to steal priority for the next set wave. All of this madness was facilitated and approved of by industry big wigs for the sake of filming a team video. “At what point does a company have the right to take over a surf spot and ruin something for everyone,” he wonders to me angrily, “I’m never giving them a penny!” Don’t even get him started on the exploitation of the spot by the Rip Curl Search event. I can’t stand to hear that rant again. Having traveled for contests and been one of the sponsored surfers caught up in madness for the sake of “getting the shot”, I see both sides.


Posing in Bali. Photo: Mike Balzer

Caangu bikini photo shoot. Photo: Mike Balzer

On a trip several years ago to a further North region of mainland Mexico, he had driven more than 24 hours to reach a remote point break and set up camp on the beach only to have his life threatened and then be relentlessly burned by a surf camp guide who showed up with a boatload of lazy guests who somehow felt more entitled to the waves because they had paid their thousand bucks for a week at the camp. “Are the days when you could drive a little further and camp on the beach to be rewarded with fun uncrowded waves over?” he wondered to me repeatedly.

Over ten years prior, Ryan had “discovered” another similar point further to the North when after taking a chance down an unmarked dirt road just before sunset, their truck got stuck in the mud. They spent that night bogged in the middle of the road and awoke to a perfectly reeling wave with only two other guys camped nearby. They all traded waves happily and swore each other to secrecy. He didn’t tell anyone about the location of the wave, didn’t even take me there until we had been together more than two years, then while checking the surf at home one day was handed a flyer for a new surf camp opening at his “secret” spot by a loud-mouthed local from our area, who had also papered the entire parking lot at Lowers on a South swell Saturday, not to mention the lots at Huntington, Newport, and El Porto.

Ryan, studying the info to decide where the best surf will be

I’ve surfed on as well as coached for surf teams, participated in photo shoots, and stayed at surf camps. I plan to do all three again in the future, but Ryan’s perspective has caused me to re-evaluate my own. As selfish as it is, being a pro surfer certainly has perks, and I still don’t plan to relinquish them in the immediate future. Little by little, I even feel like I’m convincing him. In June, I went to Bali for the first time with team Body Glove for a photo shoot. We paddled out as a group and took over the lineup at Keramas more than once. There were a few non-endorsed surfers out in the water who were immediately frustrated by the aggression of my pro surfing companions and I felt guilty about it. Still I was there to do a job and while I made sure to show them respect and wait my turn, I wasn’t about to give any handouts.


Keramas. Photo: Greg Browning

Despite the crowd, I had a great time in Bali. I called home often to tell my poor 8-5 desk jockey about the great waves and interesting culture, and suggest that next time he come along. Surprisingly, he agreed and less than 2 months later, he took a leave of absence from his computer and boarded a plane with me bound for Bali.

Checking out Singapore during a layover

We spent an amazing two weeks just cruising together. We surfed when the waves were good, and when they weren’t instead of forcing a session for the sake of contest preparation or photos, as I would have on my usual trips, we just kicked back and took in the environment. We made our plan for the day that morning or at the earliest the night before, and moved on a whim rather than a requirement.

Sequence shot from the inside “racetrack” section at Uluwatu

Hanging with monkeys at the Uluwatu temple

Admiring the sunset at Dreamland

Relaxing on Lembongan Island

Lembongan sunset

Completely surfed-out and exhausted!

The next stop was a boat trip to the Maldives.

This time the trip wasn’t purely pleasure. He was being smuggled aboard a photo trip with an eclectic group of professional surfers for a photo trip.

The legendary David Pu’u, always at work.
There was a tandem team, a male and female longboarder, a male and two more female shortboarders, a model/mermaid, a photographer, and me. I figured he would certainly fit in somewhere.

Unaccustomed to the burdens of decision-making and getting into the lineup with such a large group, it took him a few days to figure out a strategy. Still I think he handled it quite well, albeit not without some grumbling.

Ryan, hanging out with the crew

By the end of the three-week trip I think we understood each other quite a bit better. He finally had an opportunity to see first hand what a trip as a pro surfer is like, and I certainly appreciated the unplanned and unencumbered adventure travel of his ideal. A complete role reversal even occurred over a game of Scrabble.

I had packed a travel Scrabble game and we played at least three games almost every night. Ryan is incredibly smart and while I’m used to wearing that hat among my pro surfing friends, playing any strategy game with him is frustrating. In more than what must have been 100 games, I beat him only once. The victory was enough to bring a tear or two to my eyes and I thought I was finally on to something. It was however short lived and not repeated.

Ever since we first started surfing together, he has always thought my ending floater on a closeout is a waste of time. He chastises me for trying to fit too many turns on a wave and coming out the “doggy-door” of a tube rather than just enjoying a longer view that might not result in a “come-out”. When he questions me about those actions, I cite the WQS judging criteria and explain that properly finishing the wave earns more points. Of course he will then remind me that I’m not wearing a jersey. I can’t help it, it’s just how I’ve been trained. When we play scrabble however, we take opposite approaches. I like coming up with interesting words that might not necessarily earn as many points as a shorter word that would count as a “triple letter” or “double word” score. So, while I’m looking for fun, he’s killing me on points. I guess we really are the same, just not at the same time. I’m not entirely satisfied with admitting that he is the undisputed champion of Scrabble (and Chess) but if it helps him understand my surfing, I suppose it’s worthwhile.

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Surf or Dive


photo: Ty Sawyer


photo: Ty Sawyer

Looking out the window on the descent from 30,000ft at the view of a smooth ocean without the usual thick reef cover of white wash, indicating wave action, I was overcome by a mixture of fear and excitement. Trips to Hawaii always elicit those emotions, however the reasons are usually very different. As a professional surfer, I’ve challenged the characteristically large waves of the Islands with my surfboard every winter consistently for over ten years, and while my surfboard was coming along on this trip (never leave home without it!) surfing was not the primary focus.

photo: Robbie Meistrell

Last fall I had the opportunity to learn to dive. My sponsor, Body Glove an industry leader in the manufacture of wetsuits for surfing, also makes dive suits. It seemed natural to create a stronger connection between the two, so the chance to experience something I had never really considered previously was suddenly in front of me. After spending most of my life focusing on the ocean from above the surface as a surfer, notwithstanding the occasional snorkeling experience on a flat day, I had never put much thought into what was hidden beneath the surface, unless it was involved in making waves of course. I love facing new challenges, but the time away from surfing combined with vivid memories of childhood bouts with asthma made me significantly less than ecstatic to take on this particular challenge. Fortunately I wasn’t embarking on the new adventure alone. My Body Glove teammate Alex Gray, team manager Greg Browning, and marketing director Scott Daley, coincidentally a few of my favorite people in the world, were taking the course as well.

Greg filming Alex photo: Robbie Meistrell

Learning with friends certainly added to the fun. The classroom discussions were educational and hilarious with 20-year-old Alex, the class clown, fantasizing about a career as an underwater Chip ‘n Dale stripper. He would later rehearse his skills by removing his shorts at the bottom of the pool and swimming past me to make sure I’d noticed! Scott was planning to use his new skills to take his hobby of searching for gold nuggets to new depths, and Greg planned to get a waterproof housing for beneath-the-sea filming. Me, I just wanted to survive.

Alex is a very funny and good looking kid!

Those first few minutes submerged beneath the warm chlorinated water of the Dive ‘n Surf instruction pool were tough. Previously forgotten fears of suffocation connected to that childhood asthma came bubbling to the surface and it took some mental effort to pop them. I looked around at my friends all happily breathing underwater and signaled with an “ok” sign to my instructor the decision that if they could do it, I could as well. Soon the fun in performing the skill tests completely replaced any traces of fear and I sat at the bottom of the pool looking up at the surface above in complete comfort.
Taking the task to the cold murky Pacific on a cloudy Californian morning was another thing entirely. Coated in 7mm rubber and laden with heavy gear, we trudged down a flight of steps, across the sand, and through the waist high shore break. After being tossed around by the waves, tangled in seaweed, and jostled by the choppy surface while swimming out the buoy, I felt seasick and the fear returned. Kneeling on the ocean floor I was able to focus enough to complete the tasks required but I was far from thrilled to be down there. Alex, Greg, and Scott however, loved it, and in the months following they dove often. I listened to their stories of shark sightings off the coast of Palos Verdes, barbequing lobster snatched from night dives at Catalina Island, and plans to finally check out that old shipwreck that formed the breaking point of a surf spot. I listened with envy and intrigue, but not enough to join them and check it out for myself. The thought of the cold water and low visibility just wasn’t appealing.

Alex, cruising beneath the surface photo: Linda Sue Dingel

So, more than half a year later, touching down on the tarmac at the airport on the Big Island of Hawaii, still a diving virgin, the excitement of trying again in warm clear water was fighting with fear for priority in my thoughts. I definitely wanted to dive, I wanted to experience what had made my friends so giddy, but I wondered once I was submerged again if the fear would return.

Waiting for a ride to the boat, photo: Robbie Meistrell

Getting ready to dive in Kona photo:Robbie Meistrell

In fewer than twelve hours, I found myself perched on the edge of the boat, diving gear in place, and with my first ever, real giant stride, made the mental decision that everything was going to be ok. Cruising down towards the ocean floor, it was ok and over the course of the next two days it would only get better. The fact that Scott Smith, my original dive instructor, was my designated dive buddy for the trip certainly helped. We kicked along reef and rocks admiring the biggest sea urchins I’ve ever seen. He pointed out a spotted eagle ray gliding past and a multitude of colorful fish all easily visible even from a distance in the clear water. While he paused to try to get a cleaner fish to demonstrate its skills on his arm, I peaked up at the surface from so far down, just for a second, to fully appreciate the fact that I was successfully breathing far underwater.

The view from below, photo: Ty Sawyer

That quick sight was enough to remind me of the fear. Fortunately, focusing my attention back on the reef banished it from my brain once again. “This is fun!” I told myself, and actually believed it.

Hanging on the bottom with my instructor/dive buddy, Scott Smith photo: Linda Sue Dingel

photo: Ty Sayer

photo: Ty Sawyer

There were still fears to overcome. That first day while the boys swam into a dark cave to explore, I patiently hovered outside and waited for them to return. I didn’t like the thought, however unrealistic, of getting stuck in there. The second day however, when one of the dive guides flashed a board in front of us with the words “I take you to shark” displayed, I eagerly followed, and seeing that in order to get close to the 4ft long, white tip reef shark would require me swimming into a cave, I didn’t have to think twice. It was beautiful and I wanted to sit there the whole dive and watch it.

Calmly swimming through a one-diver-at-a-time sized hole and into another cave where there were two white tips, one smaller and one larger, I was ecstatic!

A pair of sharks photo: Linda Sue

As a surfer, sharks are a common worry. However, my fear of their teeth is strongly linked to curiosity and respect. Granted these white tips were not the man-eaters I’m usually concerned about coming across. Still, the fact that their description includes the word “shark” made them incredibly interesting and well worth immediately overcoming my fear of caves to put myself up close with them.

Photo: Linda Sue

Greg Browning filming underwater, photo: Linda Sue

Greg, getting the shot! photo: Linda Sue

Those few moments were by the far the best part of the trip. And yes, Alex has already pointed out that it seems a little crazy for me to be less fearful of sharks than caves. I’m not sure how to explain it either.

photo: Ty Sawyer

Heading back to the airport, completely exhausted and satisfied while toting my un-used surfboard, I felt accomplished and serene. I had finally experienced the joy of diving and planted the seed of a new obsession. All it took was warm clear water and a great group of friends. Like everything else in life, it’s the people around that make the difference. Aside from the sharks, my favorite underwater creatures to watch were my friends. So if my previous mantra was “Surf or Die” it has become “Surf or Dive!”

Cheyne Magnussen, Alex Grey, and I, surfers and now divers too. photo: Ty Sawyer

Alex, hotel lobby diving

Watch Alex in action!

and, van diving

Yes, ladies, he is single!



Holly Beck, pro diver? Body Glove dive wetsuit ad

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Surfing Exchange Program in West Africa

One time in Sao Tome, I offered to paddle a village boy into a wave. He was probably only ten years old, and when I waved him over he left his cheering buddies in the shore break and eagerly dog paddled over the smooth cobblestones, towards me. I motioned for him to hop onto the board in front of me, and he did, which just so happened to orient his little naked black butt only inches from my face. I had thought I had waved to one of the few who were wearing shorts, ripped and torn as they were. Quickly I reconsidered my strategy for the surf lesson.

“There ya go, buddy,” I called, pushing, rather than paddling, him into his first wave. He rode for a moment on his belly and then was dumped head first into the rocky sand. I was momentarily concerned, but then his little head popped up from the whitewater already laughing, shining the wholesome grin of new discovery. The gaggle of groms wading closer to shore promptly lost their composure and rushed me, clamoring over each other to be the next. I carefully chose between the ones wearing shorts from then on.


Six years earlier, the legendary surf explorer, Sam George, visited the same islands just looking to sample a few new waves. Sao Tome, a tiny group of islands off the coast of West Africa, having been an integral piece of the Portuguese slave trade in the 1600s, had been recently run by a dictatorship that restricted tourism.
Ruined evidence of the slave trading past.

The 1990s saw the second smallest nation in Africa finally accept democracy and open up to the tourists of the world. Considering themselves quite possibly the first to surf the area, Sam and his traveling mates found a few fun waves and considered the trip a success. However, as in most experiences, the more meaningful discovery was a group of humans, who theoretically had never been exposed to the world of surfing, and yet since they were faced with waves, had devised a strategy to ride them. The travelers marveled at their stumbling upon an example of indigenous surfing in West Africa! Since they had been riding on crude wooden belly boards, Sam pushed a few of the native groms into their first stand-up waves using his technologically advanced longboard. The trip photographer happened to capture that wondrous moment when one of the kids stood up for the first time, with Sam in the background cheering him on.

Just over half a decade later, Sam decided to return to see what had become of that one photographed boy in particular. I questioned the chances of actually finding one specific African in a continent of countless. Sure, surfers have “that look” that despite myriad differences in culture always stands out. Still, this boy would be about 18 now, past the culturally acceptable age of frolicking with friends at the beach all day. What were the chances he’d still be surfing, rather than off in the city making a living? Regardless, I was thrilled by the invitation to join the search party.

We spent a week in Gabon, hoping to see the famed Hippopotami in the surf. We shared an intimidating surf session that consisted mostly of paddling against a strong current in latte colored river runoff, in an area most definitely filled with crocodiles and plenty of other toothy creatures.

Sunrise in Gabon





From the safety of a boat we journeyed upriver to admire regal elephants with free reign over the National Park.


We even enjoyed the rare opportunity to tickle a couple of kindergarten aged orphan gorillas, all the while our goal of finding Sam’s protégé lingering in the back of our minds.


Our accomoations in Gabon were called “gentleman’s camping”.


We came across a local boy jumping off a bridge into the river
Of course, Sam and I had to try it as well!



The people of West Africa are beautiful.
A local home.

Our doubts grew larger as our chartered plane touched down in Sao Tome. We learned that a luxury resort had overtaken the lovely crescent shaped beach, on the adjacent and romantically titled, Ilheu de Rolas (Island of the Turtle Doves), where the village of native surfers had previously resided. Most of the villagers had apparently been displaced, possibly hopelessly scattered.


A Sao Tome woman weaving.
A boy selling dried fish.
Thus, it was with low expectations that we drove into Porto Allegre to check a point break that Sam had sampled on his previous trip, while awaiting a ferry to the resort island. Once the bay came into view, we took in an immediately encouraging sight. Upon pulling up closer, we were amazed to see a naked boy looking to be about eight years old, stand-up paddling a wooden surf craft across the smooth surface of the sea. There wasn’t a wave under his board, but it was close enough to get us excited.

My doubts were certainly not erased. I was however eager to jump out there on my own surf craft and try out the sun sparkling, shoulder high rights peeling along the point with not one other fiberglass surfboard in sight. Bikini, fins, sunscreen all in their proper places, and I was ready to charge out there, led by a deliriously giddy Sam, who had just stumbled upon a crude wooden object about 6’ long that looked a lot like a surfboard leaning up against a shack near the water.
All around us the villagers swarmed, not quite sure what to make of us, but definitely interested.


It was a bit unsettling, being watched so closely by so many curious eyes. We paddled up the point and at least fifty children ran along the shore and took seats on the rocks beneath a big shady tree. Each time one of us caught a wave the crowd erupted in cheers and laughter. The waves weren’t very powerful but there were a few sets that surprised us with their size. Other than the lone paddler and the unclaimed surfboard-looking object we didn’t see much evidence of surfing. No surfers joined us in the lineup.
Sam, the constant entertainer, performing for the crowd.
Back on land, Sam did find someone who recognized the photo of his African protege. Amazingly, not only did the young man still surf, he lived right there on the point! He happened to be in town that day but his father assured us he would return in a day or two. We retired to the resort satisfied, feeling that our mission had already been accomplished.

For me, the truly memorable piece of the whole experience really began the following day. After breakfast, we returned to the point to see if Sam’s friend had showed. It was overcast and the waves were significantly smaller. At first it hardly seemed ride-able. Since the young man had not yet returned from town, Sam decided to take the opportunity to get an interview with the boy’s father and I borrowed his longboard to try to catch a wave or two. I found a few in the waist-high and under category, but mostly I sat in the lineup and appreciated the place I was surfing and the admiring crowd on the beach. Soon their cheers increased in volume, and I was just sitting there doing nothing. They were hooting and clapping but there was no set on the horizon. I wondered what they could possibly be getting so worked up about, and then looked back to see a handful of locals paddling out to join me! Three of them were sitting up with their legs stretched out in front of them on wooden rafts about a foot wider than shoulder width and something like 5’ long. They were made of three to five thick round logs tied together, depending on the size of the kid floating on top. For a paddle they used a long piece of bamboo cut lengthwise. More interesting to me were the two paddling towards me on their stomachs atop those curious looking wooden surfboards. One of them looked to be not much older than 7 or 8. He sat cautiously on the shoulder along with the rafters. The other charged out towards the peak and spun around on one of the first waves that came in. Compounding my excitement, he awkwardly jumped to his feet and let the whitewater propel him towards shore. The crowd went nuts and I wholeheartedly joined them.

I reveled in the novelty of my surfing mates. Other than big smiles and a few “thumbs up” gestures, we had a hard time communicating. My Portuguese is limited to a few simple phrases, and his English was non-existent. Eventually, I realized that Spanish was close enough to extract a few simple details, like the fact that his name was Bernadine and he had shaped his board himself. It later became apparent that when a fishing canoe was retired, the surfers would use machetes to cut the sides into surfboards.


Bernadine
Future surboards

He looked at Sam’s longboard with at least as much interest as I was showing his board, and after I caught a few more long glides, we switched. Suddenly I found myself on a 5’ long piece of waterlogged wood that other than its pointed nose, hardly resembled a surfboard at all. Since it was the side of a canoe in it’s previous life, there was so much concave in the deck, laying on it felt more like laying in it. The bottom was rounded as well, and not even evenly, and of course there weren’t any fins.

While sitting up on it, I sank to my armpits. As the session went on and the wood absorbed more water, it became even harder to paddle, but it duck-dove like a dream! I paddled a bit deeper towards the peak with a set approaching, then turned and paddled towards shore. The wave started to lift me up and I tried to get to my feet, but as soon as I began to push up, the board started spinning and quickly realizing this attempt was not going to be successful I decided to focus simply on not losing the board in order to avoid a long swim over urchin decorated rocks in order to retrieve it. Bernadine watched me struggling in the whitewash and laughed. Meanwhile, he had been catching what must have been the best waves of his life. After one or two false starts, he was pointing the longboard towards shore and gliding until the wave faded into a ripple. He had never ridden a board with fins before, and as I was definitely realizing, fins help a lot. My main challenge was to keep the board from spinning before I could stand up and it was not easy. On one wave I decided not to fight it and actually performed a full 360 before finally setting the rail in the proper direction and actually standing up to ride down the line. Bernadine was paddling out and witnessed my success. We shared a smile of absolute camaraderie and enjoyment. It was awesome!

By the time we returned to the village the following day, word of our visit had spread to surrounding areas and the main street of town, if you could call it that, was packed with spectators. They were very curious. The kids were simply baffled by us.

They followed us around in big packs, laughing and whispering to each other things I could only imagine. They did know a few English phrases, things like “I love you, baby!” no doubt taken from a movie or a song, and they would repeat it often although it didn’t seem they were very sure of the meaning. We were taking photos of the scenery, and they were very eager photo subjects. They would cram in front of the camera and pose and then immediately rush over to see themselves in the digital camera picture window and laugh and point at each other’s faces or poses.



Sam’s protégé, Shun, had finally surfaced. Sam was literally beside himself with pure joy. Shun seemed excited as well, although also very shy. He was not at all sure how to deal with all the fuss being made over him, or the wireless microphone attached to his shirt, or the huge high definition camera pointed at him to catch his responses to Sam’s interview.

When he stripped down to his underwear and hit the water on his own wooden board however, he came alive. The waves were even smaller than the day before, and I heard Bernadine saying something that could only have translated to, “you really missed it, the waves were much bigger yesterday!” I told Sam what I had heard and we laughed together. Despite the completely different cultures, we were all surfers and because of that we shared plenty in common.
There was another boy that showed up with a hand carved surfboard. His name was Mano and he looked to be around 14. He and I were about the same size, so when it was time to trade equipment, I chose him to trade with since I figured my shortboard would float him better than some of the bigger guys. Like the others, he was ecstatic but shy. We traded waves all morning and tried our best to communicate. I rode each of the wooden boards in turn, and even tried to catch a few waves on one of the rafts. In the end I had urchins in my feet, splinters in my stomach, and was completely exhausted. It was the most challenging surf session I’ve ever had. But, watching the excitement of our new friends getting the best waves of their lives was unforgettable. Shun turned out to be the best surfer of the bunch. He was the only one I saw get to his feet on one of the wooden boards and successfully ride down the line. It was amazing. Sam was incredibly proud.

Unfortunately, our time had run out. We returned to the resort for one last afternoon and then stopped by the village on our way out of town to say goodbye. I had already mostly emptied by bag of clothes to give away. They fought over t-shirts and tank tops a little too viciously and I had to step away for fear they would rip the clothes right off my body. Such was the neediness in front of me. Sam ceremoniously handed his longboard over to Shun. Even the producer on the trip donated his board to the village. I had been thinking of leaving mine as well, but I had just gotten it and it was a pretty good board. I’m supposed to return my boards to Rusty when I’m finished with them, and sometimes it takes a while to get them replaced. During our goodbyes, Mano was nowhere in sight, so I figured the clothing would suffice as an adequate donation. We were almost getting into the trucks to drive out, when Mano ran up, dripping with sweat. He had been working in the next town and heard we were back to say goodbye so he dropped everything and ran as fast as he could to see us one last time. I watched him ask Bernadine if there were only two boards donated and the look of disappointment on his face when he answered in the affirmative made up my mind.
I went over to the truck and pulled my board out of its bag. He watched closely as I showed him how to put the fins in and attach the leash. I showed him how to wax the board and gave him all the wax that I had. I put my arm around him to pose for a photo and he was literally shaking. He gave me a huge and very sincere hug and then pulled away in embarrassment. The trio of women watching, one of which would later introduce herself as his mother, motioned for me to give him a kiss, so I did, lightly on his cheek and he smiled, blushing.
We tried to get the three surfers together for a photo with their new boards but suddenly, Mano was missing once again. “What is he doing this time?” I wondered. Just then he came running back clutching a big whole fish, wet and fishy as if it had just been pulled from the ocean for dinner. He handed it to me proudly and I tried to seem very happy about it. We got the photo, I threw the fish into the back of the truck, and we drove off in a flurry of waving. Throughout the long ride back to town I tried to digest the experience we had just shared. Mano had wanted to repay me somehow for the board I left him, and gave me the only thing he could think of, probably the only thing he had. The whole situation was simply amazing. I’ll never forget it.

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Passing the Torch in Panama


Photo: Jon Steele

The best part of traveling is experiencing interesting situations with the people around you. There is no better way to get to know someone than to embark upon a journey together. Usually within the first couple of days you see past the mask that most people wear on a daily basis and into the person they really are. You learn how they act when they’re tired or hungry, and how they handle things not going according to plan. I love getting to know new people, but since I spend nearly half of the year traveling it’s also nice to be around friends that I know I can count on to have a positive attitude no matter what happens. So, when planning an all girls trip to the completely new destination of Bocas Del Toro, Panama I immediately called upon two of my favorite traveling companions, Kyla Langen and Kim Mayer. These two seem to float around the world, bouncing from this continent to the next with a smile and a song. They epitomize the adjective, “cruisy” and can always be trusted to put a positive spin on every occasion.


Kim Mayer and Kyla Langen, jammin out!

Of course, “adventures” don’t earn their name until something goes wrong. Ours began as I led the parade of surfers dragging massive boardbags up to the Air Panama check-in counter at the airport in San Jose, Costa Rica. There were five of us, plus two cameramen with boards of their own as well as pelican cases filled with camera gear. The pile of our luggage stacked together was formidable. I watched the staff behind the counter watching us, and took in the disbelieving headshakes that the sight provoked in them. I had been afraid of this so I had called in advance to make sure the plane could accommodate our baggage and had been assured it would be fine, but still there was enough doubt to keep me a bit worried.


Airport drama. Photo: Jon Steele

After an all-night flight from Los Angeles it was no time for doubts, so I put on a big confident smile and mentally prepared our argument. Calmly launching into my best Spanish, I informed them that we were professional surfers making a television program for an American TV station that will promote tourism in their country and bring business to their airline, thus all of our equipment must get on the plane. By this time a handful of employees had gathered to frown upon our situation, or maybe the sight of 5 young girls with such big bags was just too much distraction to be dismissed. By the time I had finished my speech it seemed that every employee behind the counter was staring in our direction.


It was definitely worth all the hassle! Panama is beautiful. Photo: Jon Steele

“It’s a very small plane,” they reminded us, “there simply isn’t room for all this stuff.” At that point the bargaining began. I asked to speak to supervisors, we threatened to go to another airline, we insisted we were going to sit right there and block the aisles until the problem was solved. Eventually their attitude changed to one of accommodation and they began to offer up suggestions of their own. There seemed to be no perfect solution. After bringing one of the baggage handlers off the tarmac and allowing him to assess the situation, it was decided that only three boardbags could fit on the plane. The rest would have to be transported by some other means. Since that particular flight is only available every three days, our options were somewhat limited. Eagerly, Kyla, who isn’t fond of small planes to begin with, offered to take the bus. Kim immediately joined her, followed by our lone longboarder, Jenni Flanagan, whose nine-foot-long boardbag wasn’t making the task any easier. I had met Jenni a few times before the trip, but only briefly. Back in the planning stages, when looking for other girls to add to the crew, she had been highly recommended by Kim and Kyla. Watching her volunteer with a smile to head off on an unknown journey, especially since she was stuck with the biggest bag to drag, I knew we had made the right choice in inviting her.


We decided we would paddle there if we had to! Photo: Jon Steele

I certainly didn’t like the idea of splitting up the group, but fitting six boardbags together into any one mode of transportation probably wouldn’t be possible. With their fates decided, I looked to my wide-eyed and curly haired sister who was standing amongst the crew with her arms folded just taking it all in, shrugged my shoulders, and said, “Ok Helina, with three of them on the bus, I guess that means we get to fly.”


My sister, Helina. Photo: Jon Steele

At a few weeks past her sixteenth birthday, this was her very first real surf trip. I had spent the past two weeks making phone calls to our mom everyday trying to convince her to let Helina come along. Before she eventually agreed, I had promised repeatedly to look after her and make sure she was not subjected to anything that would compromise her health or safety, so I wasn’t about to separate myself from her this early into the trip. That left one spot on the plane to be claimed. The photographers literally flipped a coin and we said our goodbyes, hoping to be reunited sooner rather than later.


Helina and I

Stepping onto the plane, we wondered if maybe we should have volunteered to take the bus instead. There were cracks in every surface from the seat, to the window, to the wing of the plane! A previous flyer had felt the same anxiety and had written, “say your prayers” on the back of one of the tray tables. Good advice, I figured. We were as relieved to touch down safely as we were to hear our friends arrive only a few hours after we had, telling a harrowing tale of their own of a long taxi drive followed by a sketchy bridge crossing across the border while lugging all their gear, to a relatively pleasant boat ride out to the island of Bocas Del Toro. Stories of the journey seemed funny and worthwhile as we relaxed on a comfortable deck overlooking the water with a refreshing breeze blowing the travel stress away. The cold drinks and gourmet appetizers, the first hint of what would be a week of incredible food, did their part to ease the pain and help us shift to an attitude of relaxation.

Bocas is a great place to just relax on the beach with friends. Photo: Jon Steele

Mike and Jessica Zoob met a few years back in Maui, where Mike captained a boat and Jessica ran a surf camp. Looking for a change of scenery they fantasized about the world’s most interesting locations and eventually decided to move to Panama. After spending two years exploring the islands of Bocas Del Toro, they opened a high-end women’s surf retreat called Azucar Surf. Luckily for us the place seemed just that, a retreat from the hustle and stress of our normal lives. As pro surfers competing on the world tour, we are accustomed to sharing tiny hotel rooms, having to worry about piling all our baggage into rental cars, and practicing at the contest break. For us as well as Jenni who recently took a job as a legal assistant, and Helina, slogging away at High School, Azucar provided a much-needed break from the real world. The open and airy house filled with beautiful teak wood and simple but comfortable furnishings opened up onto a deck adorned with a hot tub and steps leading down to a private dock. We took a look around and let out a collective sigh of relaxation.

Helina, enjoying one of the gourmet meals at Azucar Surf Camp

Me, getting right into lunch!

The first morning set the routine for the rest of the week. After an excellent cup of strong coffee and a delicious breakfast, we hopped into the boat and were taken to one of several surf spots. Mike took extra care to make sure we surfed alone as often as possible, and the first few days we had the lineups completely to ourselves. That first morning, with only a small swell running, we motored along a wide strip of beach towards what was known to be the most consistent peak. Unfortunately it was already being enjoyed by a handful of surfers, so we did the respectful thing and continued on ‘til we found a peak to call our own.


Kyla Langen rips! Photo: Jon Steele

After an hour or so, another boat showed up, full of surfers sniffing around our location. Surfers too often show the characteristics of lemmings, following others rather than thinking for themselves. With a wide-open beach and plenty of peaks, there was no reason they needed to swarm ours. Mike rode out to the invading boat on the jet-ski and strongly suggested they go someplace else. When they ruffled their tail feathers in defense, Mike made a circle on the ski, charged towards the boat at high speed and then cut away just before hitting it, sending a rooster tail of seawater over the side of the boat and showing that he was serious. We watched this altercation from the lineup with a mixture of support and disappointment. We definitely didn’t want that boatload of other surfers to takeover, but then again, we weren’t sure about supporting such aggressive tactics. Still it was nice to be defended. It wouldn’t be the first time our guard dog would have to bark at would-be surf pirates.


Me, cutting back. Photo: Jon Steele

Having only ever surfed the crowded and low quality beach breaks of our home-town in Southern California, Helina was particularly impressed with the surf. I am the oldest of 5 girls, which makes Helina my second youngest sister. When I was first trying to learn to surf, my very old-fashioned mom was anything but supportive, so I made it a point to make sure my sisters didn’t meet the same resistance. As soon as I could, I got them each surfboards and wetsuits and drove them to the beach. None of them picked it up quite as fast as I had hoped and the dream of all five of us paddling out together is still very important to me. Of all of them, Helina has shown the most aptitude, carrying on my legacy by joining the high school surf team. She still has a long way to improve, but she loves the sport, and I love that. She has grown up hearing stories of my adventures all over the world, so she was very eager to taste the lifestyle herself. I was just as eager to share it with her, and hopeful that she would appreciate it.


Helina, appreciating the moment! Photo: Jon Steele

Of course considering the promise I made to my mom and the fact that Helina had never really surfed over reef before, the first morning we woke up to see actual lines of whitewash on the reef in the distance and realized that the swell had finally picked up, the excitement I felt was tempered by nervousness for Helina. As we pulled up to the long left pointbreak and eagerly jumped out of the boat, I slowed down to give some older sisterly advice. “Just sit a little wide and watch a few of the sets until you feel comfortable,” I told her. The sun was still low, the air cool, and the lineup empty, so the rest of us paddled around in excited circles, chasing down set waves and trying to figure out how best to position ourselves in the new lineup. Helina did as I suggested and timidly started paddling for a few of the smaller waves, without much success.


The views in Bocas are pretty good! Photo: Jon Steele

After about an hour I heard the dreaded sound of another boat motor. I paddled over to Helina and said, “ok, it’s about to get crowded. Now is your best chance to get a good wave. All the girls will back off for you. Just pick a wave and go!” She gave me a nervous nod, and turned to paddle for the next wave. It lifted her up and she teetered at the top for a moment. Then clumsily got to her feet, sliding down the face and out of sight. “Good, at least she got one,” I thought to myself, and then re-focused on getting as many as I could before the inevitable crowd arrived.


Jenni Flanagan is the most stylish female longboarder i’ve ever seen. Photo: Jon Steele

It wasn’t long before the boat came into view, a silhouette in the warming sunrise with no fewer than ten bodies and surfboards, that immediately fell overboard and loudly swarmed the lineup. We looked around with disappointment and decided to paddle towards the inside section rather than be caught amongst the overly eager newcomers. Helina on the other hand was just making her way back to the takeoff zone after her first wave with wide eyes and a very determined look on her face. She had just caught and successfully ridden one of the biggest and longest waves of her life and was not about to let a pack of guys stop her from getting another one. I sat with her at the top of the peak long enough to realize that the invading crew were very friendly but very unskilled surfers from Israel. They had no concept of the etiquette of surfing and rather than take turns and allow the surfer that had been sitting the deepest or waiting the longest to have priority, they would catch a wave, ride it or fall as the case may be, and then paddle directly back to the top of the point to try again. This frustrated me completely, and after a few instances of having to pull back from a wave that should have been mine because an Israeli who had just had one and had fallen had paddled around to my inside, I told Helina I was over it, and paddled down to join my friends. She gave me a “suit yourself” shrug and held her ground.


Kim Mayer, doing some crossover surfing and crossing up to the nose. Photo: Jon Steele

While the inside section looked smaller from behind, once the waves passed the first section of reef, they would actually re-form and almost double up on the shallower rocks. There were a few little tube sections on offer and tuning into the warm green peeling lips, I temporarily forgot all about Helina and the madness I’d paddled away from. (Sorry Mom!) Sooner or later the thought returned and I paddled back up to see how she was doing. To my complete surprise I immediately saw her on a wave! She was cruising along in her trademark style with one of the Israelis flapping around behind her. I watched her kick out, paddle back into position, let a few waves go by, then paddle for another, drop in on the guy already riding it and cruise along in front of him all the way until the wave died out a few feet away from me. I sat up on my board and tried to comprehend the situation. I didn’t like the idea of my sister burning a bunch of guys, even if they were overly aggressive. But the smile on his face was just as big as the one on hers, and as she paddled over to me for a chat, he gave us both a “thumbs up” sign.


Kim (climbing) and Kyla (spotting) are two of my favorite people in the world! Photo: Jon Steele

“They are telling me to go,” she informed me excitedly. Not wanting to waste any more time chatting with me while waves peeled past, she hurriedly paddled back towards the lineup for another go. I lingered there in the warm water with the sun pouring down, and watched as my little sister did what none of the rest of us pro surfers could do. She held her own amongst a packed crowd and caught the best waves thus far in her short surfing life. I was so proud.


Me, checking out the local wildlife. Photo: Jon Steele

At the end of every trip there is always a moment that stands out as being the most memorable, a certain memory that encapsulates the mood and feeling of the whole experience. For the most part our week in Panama was filled with plenty of sun-baked hours of fun surfing and breeze-cooled afternoons digesting delicious home-cooked food while gazing out over the water. Kim, Kyla, and Jenni created the soundtrack for the evenings with iPod challenges and acoustic guitar performances. I caught my share of long warm rip-able lefts. Still, as I think back on the trip the most enduring image was one of Helina, pushing fear aside to catch the best waves of her life.


An awesome group of girls! Photo: Jon Steele


These housings don’t work! R.I.P. camera! Photo: Jon Steele



If you’d like to visit Bocas Del Toro, check out http://www.azucarsurf.com for more information.

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